my marvelous Light.

long time no blog! shoo bobby. it sure has been way too long.

to just start hit it off and get everything on the table, life has been treating fairlyyyyy. not so good, let's just say. but i am full of JOY, thankfulness, HOPE, passion, and LOVE. i will tell you my secret to happiness as long as you just promise to take me seriously for just one second...

Jesus Christ.

over these past few months of deaths, disappointments, hate, and tragedy, i have learned that He is the only thing i need. it was through all of this turmoil that i learned this,and it's quite sad that i had to go through all of that just to see Christ! but He had a reason for it. and i'm so glad.

i'm so happy. my relationship with Jesus is the only thing i'm living for now.(:

over the past few months, i've been so BLESSED with so many great friends who have never let me down. if you have anyone like that, i urge you to fight for that. it's far more than worth it.

so.(: after you know all this, i can get into what my activities look like these days!

past:
winterfest with hannah.
state council meeting.
winterjam concert.
all-star spring conference.
spring break time with special friend.<3
hannah's house in m'boro!

present:
planning regional 4-H dance.
er all-star chief.(:
watching my sister and best friends at tn state 4-H congress this weekend!

future:
flying to colorado with my husband and state council president, jared, for operation: military kids national training! oh yeahh.
trip to indiana for vera bradley outlet sale for savanna's birthday.(:
high council meeting.
kentucky for tim hawkins show!
prom... ALTERNATIVE! forget you, prom. i'm going bowling.
citizenship washington focus in dc!

that's about all i have to say. for now.(: have a blessed day, friends. meow to yo motha.

life. yes, life is good.

what can i say but this. can life get any better? ahh.(:

today i did school and ran errands. momentarily i will be having guitar lessons then going to youth group. it has been a swell day, just ignoring the weather. bleh rain.

this weekend was sooooooo good. like so so so so so good. i got to be with some of my favorite people the entire weekend. and it was just good. oh it was just so good. so good i cried all monday night because i missed it so much.

this next month or so is going to be so busy. this weekend i'll be hanging with my gal pals and seeing my friends play in oak ridge. he's the lead in aladdin.(: and thennn. the next weekend i have high council. then the next i'm going to a kentucky conference! then two weekends later i have state council spring retreat! yeahhhh buddy. getcha some. fo h.

i really would like to start my own video blog. i want to be lenay dunn when i grow up.

on another note, chocolate cheerios are fantastic.

that is all for now. tata.

my week be like this, homeslice.

i love lists. so i just now made one for me to share! mm yay.

my week has been like this.
sunday- magnificent.
monday- worse than poo.
tuesday- still crap. then after around 9 it all turned for the better.
wednesday- just dandy.
thursday- eh.

now i will provide an explanation to these meanings.
sunday- Jesus had a couple words to say to me! and it was so good...
monday- i lost a speech competition i have been preparing for for months. and what's worse is i got last.
tuesday- i don't even want to start.
wednesday- spent all day in the pretty mountains with my grandparents! and then went to the ancelet's for bible study. and afterwards garrett and i sang a duet on hsm sing it on wii.
thursday- had to go to dumb school today! but i did go to the mall and ate chinese for lunch. i felt so ripped off though because i got let out of school just 30 min early for snow... i couldn't believe it. we didn't even do anything beside get my final back in spanish. so proud of my grades, all a's! yeahyeah.

tomorrow should be good.(: i plan on working on my portfolio (and school of course) then later on going to my kid's so my favorite almostauntie and almostuncle can go celebrate their 17th anniversary! it's crazy... i was born the same year they were married.

and thennnnnn. saturday i will be heading to morgan hall at utk at freakin 7am to go to chattanooga with the allen boys and mr.crowe to volunteer for an omk event he is heading up! i love mr.crowe. and the allen boys. a whole whole bunch.

also, i wanted to mention... LENAYDUNNANDIAREFREAKINBESTBUDS. not even kidding. she wrote me! not lying... i'll post my convo with her in the near future.(:

oh... and i also wanted to mention the fact that i know no one reads this. and i'm okay with that. that is all.

christmas.

my christmas's never cease to surprise me. i never have a christmas identical to another... but this year i can't complain! i had one of the best christmas's ever. no exact reason why. it was just good.(:

last night we arrived back home from nc. it was alright, nothing has certainly changed there! except my baby cousins are growing up on me. they're about the only reason i don't die from lack of socialization in the small town environment i am in there. but anyway... when we got to nc, it was pretty fun. we ate dinner and played pingpong, pool, and table soccer in uncle jack's garage while we ate pizza. we also got to look at his 7 harley's while we ate. in his harley davidson painted and decorated garage. with a kitchen. ha!(: then that night we played wii dance. my mom won and savanna came last! my grandmother came in second. it was hilarious. then sunday morning we went to rachel's church and enjoyed a great sermon. went to k&w's for lunch. then hung out at my grandmother's the rest of the afternoon and evening... we played house when the guys and savanna went shooting. lily davis (she's 3) was the mom and rachel (she's 11) and i were the babies and lily was putting us to bed. we both had our cell phones trying to text, and lily davis came back in the room at "night" and told us we were grounded from out phones until the morning. hahahahh.(: anyway... that night we ate a southern dinner and opened gifts. the next morning we ate breakfast, hung out, and left. yayyyyy north carolina.

anyway.(: this morning i am excited! it's going to be a really great week. today i'm going ice skating and for lunch downtown with my best fransss! abbie, jackie, and sarah.(: then later i thinkkk we are going shopping. thennn! on new year's day i'm having a party! whoop whoop.

hope everyone had as great a christmas as i did.(: happy new year!

hola polahs.

today i woke up at 8:32am and made a to do list.

looks a little something like this:
-workout.
-blog.
-shower.
-guitar.
-clean upstairs.
-print out speech.

i just finished working out. and i'm staying on track. holla.

anyway.(: there is so much to say about my life lately... i should probably start a to do list for this post! let's see...

-recent activities.
-christmas plans.
-spiritual life.
-skype is the stuff.
-dreams.

that should be enough. i can't even how sicknastynastysick long this will be...yikes.

1.recent activitiesss.
-er 4-H fall conference! best region conference everrrr.
-gatlinburg with hannah lee!!(:
- 1st semester is over! straight a's.(:
-christmas princess party with gal pals! went to see princess and the frog, then watched elf and ate pizza at my house. fun stuff ya'lllllll.
-youth board party! salsarita's and ice skating downtown.
-nashville: shopping. charlie brown ice exhibit. lunch with my kids. shopping. wedding.(: we also stayed in the grand ole opry hotel, which was gorgeous...

2. christmas planssss.
this week i am just staying home and chilling. boring.): buttt, christmas eve i will go to church. head back home and get the party crunk with my familia and most likely my kids. (ps- i love my kids.) christmas morning will consist of parents and savanna, then later my grandparents and great aunt&uncle. then going to my mamaw's for lunch.(: then will spend the evening with my kiddos... the next morning i'll be getting up bright and early to travel to north carolina to stay with my dad's family for a few days. i'll be gettin my inner redneck goin on... ridin four wheelers, shootin pool, and eatin country ham. aw yeah ya'll.

3. spiritual life.
i don't even know if i should even go into this...lol. but basically, Jesus Christ is my best friend. God is showing me more and more everyday what it means to live for Him and to trust him with everything i have! life is too short to just fool around... God is my fufillment in life, and i can't wait to see what he has in store for my life. i want to do big things for Him...

4. skype is the stuff.
so. skype found me about 2 weeks ago... and i have fallen in love. please be my skype friend.

5. dreams.
this week i've realized what a dreamer i am... i want to travel the world. i want to get a good job. i want to marry the best man in world. i want to do so many things.... and i need to get off my lazy american but if i want to see those dreams come true. and this year, i'm going to work hard to fufill all the dreams i can. i'll post a list here in another post.(:

bonus!! new year's resolution... to fufill my 4th H of the 4-H's! Health. This year i'm going to better my health by working out 15 min daily, drink 6 glasses of water, and limit myself to a soda a month. yeaaaaaaaaaaaah buddy. check me out.

that is all for now.(:
wishing you peace, love, and joy throughout this christmas season.(:
skype me, tweet me, if ya wanna reach me...kim possible. nah nah nah.

my october weekend.

hello!(:

this past weekend has been great.(: it went a little like this!

friday:

- taylor swift dress found!

- dinner with kelli and family.

- movie with family! ice age 3. haha(:

saturday:

-family pictures! http://anceletphotography.wordpress.com/

-mexican lunch in sevierville. yum.

-cowgirl boot shopping!(: they will be shipped to me on wednesday. yesss.

- family movie night: eagle eye. scared the pee out of me.

sunday:

-church at north star!

-cleaning & laundry timmeee.

-choir. lalala.

-um then right now...haha.

this weekend has been so relaxed. i've loved every moment. Jesus has certainly smiled on me and blessed with with an abundance of joy! i have great friends and family that care for me and my heart. ahhh.(: the end.

p.s.- today is my hero's birthday. LENAY DUNN I FREAKIN LOVE YOU.

doug's boo boo.

that's right. yesterday i had my first accident.

this is how it all went down...

i was coming out of the parking lot around 8 last night from mr.gatti's pizza for my friend ashlyn's 16th birthday party. it was already dark of course, and i had already had a feeling something wasn't right. i backed up, and was almost out on the road when a blue van started backing out without looking, i slowed down a little bit. still didn't see me. finally, i had to stop they were too close! the man finally saw me, and started waving his arms at me to scoot back. i was really confused. he kept waving, so i put the car in reverse. i looked back in my mirrors and nothing was there. less than a second later, CRASHHONKSCREAMMMMM. i backed into a little black car. i was shaking and savanna was almost in tears. we felt the bump, thank goodness no one was hurt and there was no super major damage other than doug's bumper scratched and the other girls light cracked with a dent on the very edge of the hood of her car.

luckly, i just met the girl i had the accident with at the party! she was also 16 and didn't have much of an idea what to do. so we called our parents, then the police. everything has seemed to work out well after this. i didn't grounded, no tickets, no points off my license.(: i am such a blessed girl! this lesson has taught me to never feel pressured by other drivers and to always double check when in reverse. oh, and what to do if i ever get in another accident. great lifeskill.

anyway.(: all is well with that. thanks for your concerns, friends.

today i did school. duh. and went on a few errands with mom. still looking for the perfect taylor swift dress. and my boots! hopefully will get those in sevierville this saturday. along with some pancakes maybe? (:

love. joy. peace.

ps- one week until my 17th birthday(: